Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Having Words...Strong Words.


One of the huge things that I am currently learning is how to be vulnerable. So, here goes. I'm going to be honest about how I feel right now. I am frustrated. And angry. No, scratch that. I'm pissed.

God and I? We've been butting heads all day today. That may be putting it too lightly. My heart aches, and God and I have been having some words. Strong words. And I realize how very lucky I am that he is the kind of God who patiently waits for me to pause for breath so that he can teach me truth. But I'm not finished wrestling with God and this tension and the terrifying direction that he's leading me. I am so frustrated. And pissed. And that is the extent of my vulnerability, honesty, and inclination to write today.

And the picture? That's Lauterbrunnen, Switzerland. It's the place I'm most excited about going. I already posted about it a few months ago, but I very much wanted the reminder that I will actually be standing there in a few months.

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